Chapter 6: The Wedding

Elaine Talks:

I had many privileges as a high priestess and I greatly benefitted from these in my day-to-day life, but I continued to thirst for ever greater power. A few years after becoming a high priestess I reached my goal of becoming a regional bride of satan. Many high priestesses call themselves brides of satan, and in a sense they are, but satan also has a very few chosen women that become his brides in a much more exclusive manner. Only five to ten, and usually only five, exist in the United States at one time.

This position is the highest and most "honorable" position to which a woman can attain within satanism. One woman is picked by satan from a large region of the country.

That woman is considered the most powerful and respected and loved in the whole area.

These women also sit on the national council which runs all the satanists in this country and has also much power internationally because of the great wealth in the U.S. satan himself came to me to tell me that he had selected me for this great honor. He presented himself to me in the physical form of a man, very handsome, in fact, the exact image of what I held in my mind as being the "perfect" man.

He told me that he had selected me because he loved me above all the others, and that he both liked and respected my courage and abilities.

He behaved in a very loving and romantic manner, telling me of his love and of the wonderful times we would have together. He also promised to give me much greater power and many special privileges.

I was honored and excited, mostly excited because I hoped that at last I was truly loved. I thought that I was the most powerful and honored of all women. I thought that satan had picked me because of my abilities and my love for him which had grown stronger and stronger year after year. I did not, at that time, see that satan was merely using my love for him to benefit himself. He used me to get other people to do what he wanted and used my love for him for my own destruction. All his declarations of his love for me were lies!

The ceremony was held in a large city nearby.

One of the city's largest and most beautiful churches was rented by the cult for the occasion. I am sure that the owners of the church had no idea what their church was being rented for. I had arranged to have a 3day weekend off fr om work. The ceremony took place on a Friday night, the first night of the full moon. I was carefully guarded and my every wish attended to. I was so very excited and elated!

As my companions and I approached the church I was briefly impressed with a feeling of a heavy darkness hanging over the church, but I shrugged the feeling aside, turning my thoughts to the love and admiration I held for satan.

I was taken to a room away from the sanctuary at the church and carefully prepared and dressed for the occasion. At the time my hair was long, blond and curly. The women fixed my hair with live flowers which they wove into it. I was dressed in a white, long-flowing robe-type gown with gold braid criss-crossing my chest.

The deceptive wedding ceremony between Elaine and satan.

There was a splotch of red over my heart and pubic area. I had a crown of pure gold placed on my head. I carried a bouquet made up of grasses, thistles and poisonous berries, all tied with a black ribbon.

As I stood just outside the sanctuary peeping in, I was surprised and greatly honored to see that not only were there many people there from the surrounding states and California, but also a number of older members of the cult from the Eastern world. This was indeed a great honor. The sanctuary was filled with eerie music from the large pipe organ. satan's golden throne had been transported to the church and set up on the platform at the front.

The signal to start the ceremony was satan's sudden appearance in physical form on the throne.

satan manifesting on his golden throne in power.

Again he appeared as a man, dressed completely in white, wearing a crown of gold with many jewels in it. The whole congregation stood with a shout and much worship was given to satan. Then, at a sign from satan, all heads turned to the back and I started forward down the aisle. I was escorted by the high priest, followed by the Sisters of Light. When I reached the end of the aisle I stopped before satan's throne and bowed down before him and did him homage. Then he gave me the command to rise.

As I did so, he arose from his throne and came down to stand beside me. The high priest performed the wedding ceremony. Most of the ceremony was singing, chanting and proclaiming the praises of satan. The Sisters of Light stood in a semicircle behind us and chanted and hummed quietly throughout the ceremony.

The ceremony took almost two hours, I stood the whole time. I again signed a contract with my own blood. Then I was given a liquid to drink from a golden goblet. I do not know what was in the liquid, but I suppose there were some drugs in it, as I felt rather light-headed after drinking it. It certainly destroyed the clarity of my mind. I was told that the contract was binding. There was absolutely no way to get out of it. satan doesn't believe in divorce! satan himself did not give any of his blood, neither did he drink any of the potion. He told me that he could not as he "must keep himself pure" for me. But that I must drink in order to purify myself for him. He was the most beautiful I had ever seen him. He wore what looked like a pure white tuxedo, decorated with gold. His hair was, on this occasion, shining gold and his skin bronzed as with a beautiful tan. His eyes were dark and the love he professed for me and the smiles he gave to me never seemed to reach his eyes. But, I wanted to believe that he really did love me, and that he was really my husband. He treated me with the greatest of respect. He caressed my cheek, my hair, my arms. He told me how I looked to him: great beauty, great power and that I could become what he had really always hoped for the mother of his Son, "The Christ" the redeemer of the world. I was completely taken in by his deception. satan gave me a beautiful broad gold wedding band with an inscription inside it which said:

"Behold the bride of the Prince of the world.

Although satan showed no hostility towards me, he did towards others. Anyone moving towards him to touch him or to bow down to him was kicked, or beaten and driven away.

Immediately after the ceremony I was taken by the Sisters of Light and changed into an exquisite gown and given a cape of velvet trimmed with pure gold. We were then taken by limousine to the airport where we boarded a luxurious private jet along with several high priests and high priestesses and flown out to California. The wedding supper was served aboard the jet on the way. satan did not eat any food, but he did sip at several of the very expensive wines and champagnes available. He had very little to say.

By the time we arrived at the mansion in the hills of California, I was pretty hazy from the drugs I had been given. We were escorted with much pomp and ceremony to a large suite of rooms. The bed chamber had a large golden bed in it. Afterwards I was thankful for the drugs I had been given, because once we were alone satan's beautiful appearance disappeared and the sexual intercourse we had was brutal. satan was gone by the time I awoke the next day. I was in agony with many wounds from the night. I was thankful that he did not reappear again that weekend. I was flown home on Sunday. While I was there, I was treated like royalty. I was waited on hand and foot and given anything I wanted.

I received many advantages with my new position. I held absolute power over all the witches and warlocks and even the high priest.

I was untouchable. I gained more power and new demons. Only one witch was foolish enough to try to take me on. With merely one look, I pushed her into the wall.

Literally into the wall itself so that she had to be cut out. She sustained many broken bones and other injuries as a result. She never again tried to harm me and neither did any other human.

I rapidly rose to the position of the top bride and my responsibilities grew too. I became one of satan's representative! made many trips within the U.S. and to other countries. My trips were for the purpose of helping to coordinate satan's programs with satanists in other lands. I saw very large sums of money change hands, and the involvement of many government officials. All of my trips were "off the records" in private jets. Most powerful and wealthy organizations serve satan. The "little" people of the organizations do not know this, but those at the top know.

I was completely deceived by satan. He lies to ALL of his servants. I thought I was the most powerful and knew everything about his organization. After I got out I realized that satan doesn't tell any of his servants the truth about his activities or his organizations.

Everyone of any position in satan's kingdom is told that he or she is the greatest and most powerful. All of it is lies!

It was during this time that I met many of the well known Rock music stars. They all signed contracts with satan in return for fame and fortune. The evolution of Rock music in the U.S. was carefully planned by satan and carried out by his servants step by step.

Despite my high position and great power, I lived in constant fear. I had to live a completely double life. I lived on welfare part of the time because I was so afraid others would realize what I was involved in. I made up all sorts of excuses for the times I was away on trips. I was careful that my family and friends had no idea what I was doing. I wanted to enjoy the benefits of lots of money, but was too afraid to do so. I was continually given empty promises of riches "later in life." satan's promises are rarely fulfilled. I had no peace and I felt very trapped. My greatest problem was with the incredible evil perpetuated within the cult. The brutal discipline and above all human sacrifice!